Friday, January 16, 2009

JEALOUSY!!!:)

what a title! right?.. haha.. i shall admit SELOSA ako!! sobra!! pero at the right time, and at the right place!! one thing guys, when your girlfriends act, say, or looks like jealous! DO NOT IGNORE THEM! i repeat! DO NOT IGNORE THEM! when we act or say that we are jealous,, or pinagtatabuyan namen kayo.. don't ever let go and hug us tight! reassure us that we are the one and only one that you guys love! believe me!! take it from a girls point of view dear!!:) kahit na mukha lang kmeng nagiinarte sa pagseselos, still do what i say! nothing beats a reassurance that your the only person he loves in his entire life!:)

so here goes, lately we've been seeing each other and we have been spending quality time together. its great and a happy feeling that his by my side. i feel safe and its as if nothing else matters but us. me and him together. forever..:) cheezy much! haha.. so here goes the jealousy incident! so he was here.. just a while ago.. and he was surfing the net and chatting with my psych friend MArie. when, he showed me his own blog!! here at blogspot! oh deebaaaa!! i didn't even know that he had one!! haha!! and guess what!! his background was a picture of them (meaning his ex and him)!!
so i said: oh, c *** oh! cge dyan kna..!
haha!! react much?! xempre i felt insecure and stuff that i don't even know how to explain! what can i do?.. i love that man and there's still something of watever left of them! haha!! so aun! naginarte ang lola niyo! pero nde nmn super tantrums, pakyut lang na tinaboy ko sya! haha.. like dun ka na and stuff! haha so there, he went over to me and hugged me and started to tickle me!! haha.. sbi ko bkt mo ko hinuhug!! haha!! ang arte tlga!! bwahaha!! wala lang, share ko lang.. naaliw kxe ako ea:)

JEALOUSY will always be a part of a relationship! i believe that people get jealous because they love their partners so much that they are afraid of many possibilities about the scary "EX". haha well, you can really never tell. But, must i say, too much jealousy isn't also good.! BAD for a relationship! swear!! been there! believe me! it can strangle you to death! haha!! Jealousy will always be jealousy! and when you ignore it and let it be.. it crawls and will never ever leave you even in your sleep!! haha.. so..
LESSON: REASSURANCE! don't ever ever ever ever ever fail to reassure the person you love that there's no other person you love more than him/her!
and believe me, everything will be perfect and just like heaven:)..
so i say yes.. i am inlove with mark paul!
haha.. he hacked my plurk and typed that without my permission! haha!! have a nice night guys!:) be happy!:)

-A

Monday, January 12, 2009

This is US..:)

This is Us
by Keyshia Cole

I'm like a sunday morning, you're like friday night
And when we kiss, the perfect weekend -no rain in sight
When i'm feeling incomplete, you're my missing piece
And when you need your breathe taken away i'll be your thief

From the start to the end
We don't need to pretend
That we're perfect all the time

'cause we know what we have
Thru the good the bad
It's a strength that you can't deny...

I don't need to find a million reasons why
This is us, this is us, this is how we love
Some ways we're different
But together we're so right
This is us, this is us
And this is how we love


Photobucket

And even if we fall apart, we'll never feel alone
Just like the moon starts rising, our hearts bring us home
We can always find each other like the northern star
Doesn't matter where we are, i'm looking, going far

From the start to the end
We don't need to pretend
That we're perfect all the time
'cause we know what we have
Thru the good the bad
It's a strength that you can't deny...

I don't need to find a million reasons why
This is us, this is us, this is how we love
Some ways we're different
But together we're so right
This is us, this is us
And that's the way we love

We don't always see eye to eye
You must see a million colours
I just see it black and white
(ain't no way we could get much higher)
'cause when we touch it feels like fire
We both know how good this feels
Yes we do... baby... because...

This is you
This is me
This is us

I don't need to find a million reasons why
This is us, this is us, this is how we love
Some ways we're different
But together we're so right
This is us, this is us
And this is how we love

Sunday, January 11, 2009

first blog for 09!^^

hello blogger world!! i missed you!! haha. i really did miss blogging! and i have to blame it all to the slow internet connections in our province that made me to not even try to go online for the whole Christmas break!:) well, my Christmas'o8 was probably one of the best Christmas that i ever had!! for reasons like:
i got to spend time with my family and relatives..
i got to see my friends and spend time with them..
and lastly, but not the least.. HE CAME!! he really did!!
ooh.. i just loved it!! i thought he was just joking. or it came to me that it was a long journey to come to my province that he wouldn't really go.. but then he came.. and for your information, he took the long way!! haha!! EFFORT dba!! haha.. but the thing was.. even though he was just too late for Christmas and just too early for New Year.. i got to spend my Christmas break with him^^ well, its a first that i got to spend my Christmas break with the one i love..:) really really love..:) here are some of the things we did:..
watched shrek3 on hbo! haha
we ate tokneneng(boiled eggs wrapped with flour) at kuya chad's resto!
we attended my dad's xmas party with his hs friends..!
ooh.. we ate dinner all together..! with my fam of course..:)
then we played the game on tv..(bsta ung minomove ung boxes)!
we also hanged out in the room with my brother.. but my said its not right.. so we tried our best not to get caught! haha!!
we did star gazing!(ooh there were so many stars!! and it was really really beautiful!!)
we drank coffee under the stars!!(love it!)
we ate breakfast all together with my fam again.. haha
then we took a walk at the beach with my brother before he goes home..:)
too bad.. i didn't have the chance to show him around our province.. my mom's got a hectic schedule.. and i wouldn't want her to think that we would want to go on solo! haha.. so we just went along with her plans.. 3 days was really too short!! well, actually its just like 2 days! but,, the thing is, we got to spend time with each other again..!:) it was a vacation to remember!:)

so i guess my Christmas break was GREAT!!:)

For '09!
-personal-
when i think of it! my bday comes to my mind!! haha. oh no!! im getting older!! grr!! but who cares!! i don't look old!! haha!! well, my plan for my bday is that i won't have a party.. its my 20th birthday so.. i'm gonna be practical! haha.. instead of having a party(sorry friends i love..) i'm asking for a laptop.. and i also want a new phone! haha!! i already brought up the laptop thingy and they said by feb.. but the phone thingy not yet! and i really really want to have a new phone! haha!! well wish me luck!!
-school-
first day of class! i had anatomy class..!! so far my professors are great!! except for one! i dont know! my speecom class!! i cutted it to date! haha!!:)) well,, it was worth it must i say! haha.. hopefully i get through all my classes!! specially my anatomy class!! waaa
-lovelife-
haha.. well, i am happy!! weyt! We are happy! so wat more could i wish for.. our 08' was our foundation of what we are now.. we've gone through ups and downs and yet we stood still and fought for the fact that what's important is me having him in my life and vise versa. its just a matter of knowing what's matters most!:) i love him! (well, who carees! he wouldn't be able to read it nmn ea! so hear goes!!)
I LOVE MISTER MARK PAUL DE LOS REYES TERRAZOLA!
i just really really do!:)haha
-friends i love-
hi friends!! takes for a great 08! hoping that you guys will still join me in our ride to the roller coaster ride of 09! to the people i often see!! thanks for all the laughters and time we spent! to those people who've ive come to when i have problems! (especially, geyb, paw, michi, jay, yani, jess, abboi, marie!) you guys made me a stronger person!! to all my friends who i haven't seen lately!! i say!! WE SHOULD SEE EACH OTHER! haha.. i miss you guys!! i really do!!

HAVE A GREAT 09 YOU GUYS!!
DREAM BIG!
AND MAKE IT HAPPEN!

Lovelove
-A