its pink!!:) E & A: lets make things work out..

so there. this morning when i woke up.. i was really sad.. and thought of how much i really missed him.. so aun.. i hugged the pillow he gave me tight for about 5 to 10 minutes.. i thought i was gonna cry but then, i shifted myself and pulled my body to take a bath! haha.. so there.. while i was putting on my contacts. the other one slippped away!! OMG!! watta!! i was really bad trip when it happened!! err!! tapos wala pa ako xtra!! err so there.. that's when eevrything came roling down the drain..

oh weyt.. plus, while going to school.. mom asked me why she isn't seeing "DON EMPOL" na sa bahay.. i just told her that he was busy in school stuff.. so aun.. err!! ayaw ko maglie!! :( how i wish i could tell her how our relationship was doing.. but then,, syempre nega ung nanay ko dba! haha so wag nlng!!

i talked to yana..and told him how really sad i am.. then michi confronted me and we talked about the situation.. i also talked to geyb!! we talked about how people perceived me as a strong person.. when he says im actually not!! im very weak when it comes to love! haha.. sbi ko nga..

i am strong.. but really emotional!

oh dba! i am so right! so there we just talked and talked!! and then my compana prof didn't arrive for class so i went to andrew for my speecom class!! i told geyb to come over kxe wala ako kasma! thanks geyb for coming! haha!!

right after class,, i met up with zhie.. and met her friend Wince. tama ba spelling?.. and guess what!! her middle name is apostol and her surname is go! haha.. small world tlga!! anyweiz.. aun we talked.. nde naging one sided ung story kxe si wince asa gitna lang..:) haha

after meeting up with zhie, i met up with my mom.. then diretso sa sm southmall.. mom said that we will buy my birthday gift na which is a laptop.. sbi ko weh.. kxe sbi ni dad pagbalik na daw nila.. so aun.. but then when we got there.. bmili muna ako ng contacts syempre.. tapos i bought ung mga pinapabili skn nila ate ng cellphone accesory. tapos. i bought a new pair of formal shoes!! i love it!! its so cute!! lovelove!! then.. while my brother was looking for his kind of rubber shoes for his varsity thingies.. i told my mom.. that i would go up and buy myself a new earphone! kxe nga sinira ng kapatid ko! haha.. so there.. then my dad told me..

diretso na kayo octagon. pili ka na dun ng laptop mo!

haha.. so there.. i bought na pink headsets!! then pagdating nmen sa octagon.. i picked a pink acer 8.5 inch laptop ata toh! haha.. yeah its pink! with a pink mouse!! haha!!:) love it!!

so, when i got home.. the feeling all came back.. the sadness and all..:( when i was chatting with geyb.. dyaran!! the famous boyprend texted! haha..

E: hey,
A: (no reply! haha)
E: hey, bebe love..
A: (no reply)
E: (calling)

haha.. ayan naa! so i answered..

A: hello? po?
E: bkt d ka nagrereply sken?
A: kxe po nagchacharge ung phone ko..(which is partly true! haha)
E: ahh..asan ka?..
A: sa bhay bkt?
E: ahh.. asan ka kanina?
A: sa sm..
E: ahh.. usap tayo mamaya ha..
A: pano?
E: ahmm.. tawagan kita or ym..
A: ahh.. okay,..
E: okay........ "i miss you"
A: ha? (d ko tlga arinig at naintindihan)
E: i miss you..
A: ha? (ang labo kxe ng pagkasbi niya,,)
E; i miss youuu..
A: ahh.. i miss you too..
E: ok..
A: ok.. txt me nlng later. nagchacharge ako ea..
E; ok bahbye.
A; ok. bye.

haha.. so there! haha.. mga after 30 minutes ata un or 45... he went online.. so we talked.. aun.. medyo mahirap na un ikwento.. pero in short.. sbi namen ni geyb! I WAS ON THE ZONE! kxe super d ako nagpapadala sa mga patweetums niya! and i said everything i wanted to say! pati ung paginit ng ulo niya na tabla ko! oh dba!! i love it! haha.. so aun.. we both decided to make thing work out.. so there.. i think its what i wanted then nmn.. to make things work.. im just scared that everything might ahppen again.. so aun.. FAITH!:)

that's how my day went.. see.. from bad.. to good!:) i got everything i wanted and needed in a day!:) i love it!:)

-A

cool off..

today. jan 25..
11pm.. were officially in cool off mode.
hai.
just taking note off something i know will bother me for the incoming weeks!!
i shall blog the whole story within this week..:(

it hurts..:(

-A

he tricked me!!>:)

i was with my friends kanina at starbucks taft and we where bonding and all.. it was almost 6pm.. we all agreed that we should disperse by 6 coz jem was telling marie that its getting late na..when the boyfriend txted me and this is how the conversation went with my boyfriend..

E: love, wer na ekaw?:)
A: starbucks pa deen..:)
E: mag 6 na ea..:(
A: uwe na ren kme in a while.. prameess..:)
E: malapit na rin ako umalis d2 sa bahay mo.:(
A: waa.. ur der?..:(
E: yeah kc kala z dadatng ka na. Iwan q nalng sa rum mo gift.
A: Diddy, oh no..:( sorry, car na q pauwe.. waa...:( weyt for me?..
E: ea ,
A: waaa.. weyt for me pls.. sorry tlga diddy...:(
E: nijojoke lang kita love. wahaha..u(smiley u)
A: and sama moo..:(
E: sorry:( mimiss ko lang ekaw love

waaaaaaaaa!!! grabe!! nataranta na ako at lahat!! kxe nde ko nmn ineexpect un!!! super nagmamadli ako at natataranta na kinakabahan na natotouch na neexcite na feel ko na ang tanga ko kxe di ako umuwe agad..(sbi ko kxe 5 uwe na ko, ea 6 na nun!) grabe!! sbi ko pa nmn.. wow na isip niya akong isurprise for my bday!! SABAY JOKE!!! tae!! haha.. paasang boypren!! haha.. ankulet!! buti nlng ang bait bait ko at hindi ako nagalit!!buti nlng miss ko na din sya!! at magkikita kme bukas!! lagot sya sken!! haha!!:)) its my bday so ill do watever i want!! haha!! lagot xa!!! bad boypren! =p naughty boypren!! baad tlga!!!:)

well.. all i can say is goodbye teen life?!!! NOT! haha.. 3 hours left and i am officially a 20 year old?!! i hear responsibilities? NOT agen! haha.. err... haha. all i can say is that i got the best out of my teen life!!:) i really did!! i learned a lot.. cried a lot! laughed a lot!! and loved a lot! haha.. hopefully ill get more out of the incoming years for me!:) haha.. if i could have change any part of my teen life? i should say.. i wouldn't change any of it!! i am soo happy with my life right now for the reason of what happen in the past!:) i'am just happy that i got to spend a lot of memories: laughter, joys and pains with the people who are most dear to me..:) i love you guys!!! and for those i haven't seen lately!! i really miss you guys!! hello me na 20y.o in a few hours!!:)

-A

JEALOUSY!!!:)

what a title! right?.. haha.. i shall admit SELOSA ako!! sobra!! pero at the right time, and at the right place!! one thing guys, when your girlfriends act, say, or looks like jealous! DO NOT IGNORE THEM! i repeat! DO NOT IGNORE THEM! when we act or say that we are jealous,, or pinagtatabuyan namen kayo.. don't ever let go and hug us tight! reassure us that we are the one and only one that you guys love! believe me!! take it from a girls point of view dear!!:) kahit na mukha lang kmeng nagiinarte sa pagseselos, still do what i say! nothing beats a reassurance that your the only person he loves in his entire life!:)

so here goes, lately we've been seeing each other and we have been spending quality time together. its great and a happy feeling that his by my side. i feel safe and its as if nothing else matters but us. me and him together. forever..:) cheezy much! haha.. so here goes the jealousy incident! so he was here.. just a while ago.. and he was surfing the net and chatting with my psych friend MArie. when, he showed me his own blog!! here at blogspot! oh deebaaaa!! i didn't even know that he had one!! haha!! and guess what!! his background was a picture of them (meaning his ex and him)!!

so i said: oh, c *** oh! cge dyan kna..!

haha!! react much?! xempre i felt insecure and stuff that i don't even know how to explain! what can i do?.. i love that man and there's still something of watever left of them! haha!! so aun! naginarte ang lola niyo! pero nde nmn super tantrums, pakyut lang na tinaboy ko sya! haha.. like dun ka na and stuff! haha so there, he went over to me and hugged me and started to tickle me!! haha.. sbi ko bkt mo ko hinuhug!! haha!! ang arte tlga!! bwahaha!! wala lang, share ko lang.. naaliw kxe ako ea:)

JEALOUSY will always be a part of a relationship! i believe that people get jealous because they love their partners so much that they are afraid of many possibilities about the scary "EX". haha well, you can really never tell. But, must i say, too much jealousy isn't also good.! BAD for a relationship! swear!! been there! believe me! it can strangle you to death! haha!! Jealousy will always be jealousy! and when you ignore it and let it be.. it crawls and will never ever leave you even in your sleep!! haha.. so..

LESSON: REASSURANCE! don't ever ever ever ever ever fail to reassure the person you love that there's no other person you love more than him/her!

and believe me, everything will be perfect and just like heaven:)..

so i say yes.. i am inlove with mark paul!

haha.. he hacked my plurk and typed that without my permission! haha!! have a nice night guys!:) be happy!:)

-A

This is US..:)

This is Us
by Keyshia Cole

I'm like a sunday morning, you're like friday night
And when we kiss, the perfect weekend -no rain in sight
When i'm feeling incomplete, you're my missing piece
And when you need your breathe taken away i'll be your thief

From the start to the end
We don't need to pretend
That we're perfect all the time
'cause we know what we have
Thru the good the bad
It's a strength that you can't deny...

I don't need to find a million reasons why
This is us, this is us, this is how we love
Some ways we're different
But together we're so right
This is us, this is us
And this is how we love



And even if we fall apart, we'll never feel alone
Just like the moon starts rising, our hearts bring us home
We can always find each other like the northern star
Doesn't matter where we are, i'm looking, going far

From the start to the end
We don't need to pretend
That we're perfect all the time
'cause we know what we have
Thru the good the bad
It's a strength that you can't deny...

I don't need to find a million reasons why
This is us, this is us, this is how we love
Some ways we're different
But together we're so right
This is us, this is us
And that's the way we love

We don't always see eye to eye
You must see a million colours
I just see it black and white
(ain't no way we could get much higher)
'cause when we touch it feels like fire
We both know how good this feels
Yes we do... baby... because...

This is you
This is me
This is us

I don't need to find a million reasons why
This is us, this is us, this is how we love
Some ways we're different
But together we're so right
This is us, this is us
And this is how we love

first blog for 09!^^

hello blogger world!! i missed you!! haha. i really did miss blogging! and i have to blame it all to the slow internet connections in our province that made me to not even try to go online for the whole Christmas break!:) well, my Christmas'o8 was probably one of the best Christmas that i ever had!! for reasons like:

i got to spend time with my family and relatives..
i got to see my friends and spend time with them..
and lastly, but not the least.. HE CAME!! he really did!!

ooh.. i just loved it!! i thought he was just joking. or it came to me that it was a long journey to come to my province that he wouldn't really go.. but then he came.. and for your information, he took the long way!! haha!! EFFORT dba!! haha.. but the thing was.. even though he was just too late for Christmas and just too early for New Year.. i got to spend my Christmas break with him^^ well, its a first that i got to spend my Christmas break with the one i love..:) really really love..:) here are some of the things we did:..

watched shrek3 on hbo! haha
we ate tokneneng(boiled eggs wrapped with flour) at kuya chad's resto!
we attended my dad's xmas party with his hs friends..!
ooh.. we ate dinner all together..! with my fam of course..:)
then we played the game on tv..(bsta ung minomove ung boxes)!
we also hanged out in the room with my brother.. but my said its not right.. so we tried our best not to get caught! haha!!
we did star gazing!(ooh there were so many stars!! and it was really really beautiful!!)
we drank coffee under the stars!!(love it!)
we ate breakfast all together with my fam again.. haha
then we took a walk at the beach with my brother before he goes home..:)

too bad.. i didn't have the chance to show him around our province.. my mom's got a hectic schedule.. and i wouldn't want her to think that we would want to go on solo! haha.. so we just went along with her plans.. 3 days was really too short!! well, actually its just like 2 days! but,, the thing is, we got to spend time with each other again..!:) it was a vacation to remember!:)

so i guess my Christmas break was GREAT!!:)

For '09!
-personal-
when i think of it! my bday comes to my mind!! haha. oh no!! im getting older!! grr!! but who cares!! i don't look old!! haha!! well, my plan for my bday is that i won't have a party.. its my 20th birthday so.. i'm gonna be practical! haha.. instead of having a party(sorry friends i love..) i'm asking for a laptop.. and i also want a new phone! haha!! i already brought up the laptop thingy and they said by feb.. but the phone thingy not yet! and i really really want to have a new phone! haha!! well wish me luck!!
-school-
first day of class! i had anatomy class..!! so far my professors are great!! except for one! i dont know! my speecom class!! i cutted it to date! haha!!:)) well,, it was worth it must i say! haha.. hopefully i get through all my classes!! specially my anatomy class!! waaa
-lovelife-
haha.. well, i am happy!! weyt! We are happy! so wat more could i wish for.. our 08' was our foundation of what we are now.. we've gone through ups and downs and yet we stood still and fought for the fact that what's important is me having him in my life and vise versa. its just a matter of knowing what's matters most!:) i love him! (well, who carees! he wouldn't be able to read it nmn ea! so hear goes!!)

I LOVE MISTER MARK PAUL DE LOS REYES TERRAZOLA!

i just really really do!:)haha
-friends i love-
hi friends!! takes for a great 08! hoping that you guys will still join me in our ride to the roller coaster ride of 09! to the people i often see!! thanks for all the laughters and time we spent! to those people who've ive come to when i have problems! (especially, geyb, paw, michi, jay, yani, jess, abboi, marie!) you guys made me a stronger person!! to all my friends who i haven't seen lately!! i say!! WE SHOULD SEE EACH OTHER! haha.. i miss you guys!! i really do!!

HAVE A GREAT 09 YOU GUYS!!
DREAM BIG!
AND MAKE IT HAPPEN!

Lovelove
-A