Texting.

Me and babe texting:

Babe: Babe ang cute kooo.:)

Me: Slight lang babe.:)

Babe: Dapat all over.:)

Me: haha.. okay fine.:)

Babe: Say iiiit!:)

Me: You're cute and i love you.:)

Babe: Yey i'm cute and i love me too..:)

Me: Stop loving yourself too much and love me some mooore..:(

Babe: hahaha! of course babe mi loves you so much.:)

Me: tologooo? love mo kooo?..:)

Babe: Tuhmuh i labs you babe.....

Texting, overrated, overused but when you're texting with me. Everything just seems to be a little bit better, especially when you're this sweet. This things/simple talks gives me hope that our love can make it through. i hope you don't get tired of being sweet cause it really makes a lot of difference to me. Even though we know that you love us, nothing beats hearing them from you once in a while. All girls really need to be assured of a guys love every now and then.

-A

Find Me. Please.

We say the only thing constant in this world is change. And truly, everything changes, everyone changes. The reason why i'm blogging is because i'm sad. I'm feeling sad again. Lately i'm feeling detached from our relationship. I think it's because i'm feeling that he's giving less than i wanted to get from him. These past few days iv'e been wanting him to text me more often, because lately he's been slacking of from it. It hurts to know that he's starting to be this way. It makes me feel unimportant to him. I know maybe he's busy or sometimes i think that maybe "tinatamad lang sya magtext" pero for me it's not an excuse. I'm busy too but i don't make it happen that i forget to text him or watsoever.

Being a part of somebody else's life especially in his life is one of the most important thing to me. Just like before i want to be in his life even though it's just the same thing everday. Yesternight i got to tell him that i'm really starting to get fed up with his attitude of not texting me as much as he used to. i even told him that he makes me think that maybe i'm becoming more needy of him or that im giving him his freedom too much that he's taking it for granted. He told me and assured me that this is not the case.

I love him. i do. but why am i feeling this way. There's something missing. i guess i really miss spending time with him, again. somethings in between us and i dont know what it is. i want to figure out what it is, but i'm lost and is overwhelemed by my sadness. I dont want to stay like this for a long time because i know eventually this will hurt me. maybe i miss his sweetness also, lately he's been really teasing me and i think that has an effect on me too.

I'm getting lost. Starting to fall apart and go astray. I hope he finds me soon. Coz i don't wanna go on alone.

-A

Land of The Loving

Land of the Loving

Deep in your eyes is a promise 

Love can be ours if we want it 

Starting tonight ev’ry dream I ever knew 

Here in your arms I’m believing 

Fin’lly my life has a meaning of its own 

Here in the land of loving I am home  

I was alone in the city 

Searchin’ for someone to find me 

cold empty nights and a million strangers’ eyes 

Here in your arms I’m beginning 

To leave behind all the loneliness I knew 

Here in the land of loving there is you  

[Chorus] 

In this simple room magic is made 

Though the world seems unchanged 

Leave the lights on I’m a little afraid 

This might be just one sweet dream  

Deep in the night love is growing 

Though I had no way of knowing 

That when I found you I found ev’rything I need 

Here in your love I’ll be staying 

Fin’lly my life won’t be living all alone 

Here in the land of the loving I am home  

[repeat Chorus]  

Deep in the night love is growing 

Though I had no way of knowing 

That when I found you I found ev’rything I need 

Here in your love I’ll be staying 

Fin’lly my life won’t be living all alone 

Here in the land of the loving I am home  

I am home

on our 30th!:)

On our 30th! ♥11.o8.1o

He came to school and surprised me. At first i thought he forgot that it was our monthsary but it came to me that it was weird that he wasn’t texting me. So somehow i expected that he’ll come for me but i didnt put my hopes up cause i dont want to get dissapointed. He talked to a friend of mine to make me stay in school to wait for him. It was also weird because she didn’t really clear things out why im staying with her in school. After sometime of waiting, he called and said that he was waiting for me in Southgate! And there he is! Everything that bothered me, missing him and not being able to spend much time with him, vanished. My eyes sparkled when i saw him, my smile was up to my ears and my heart was jumping with joy! We went to Rob,Manila ate Lunch at Tempura, played childish games at Timezone, Tried to go shopping, watched MEGAMIND(funny movie!), then took a cab back home, then we ate dinner “sinigang na bangus” yuumm! and made our kulitans! It was such a perfect day that i couldnt ask for more! Up until today i couldn’t get over it!:) Thanks babe! i love you and Happy 30th!:)

-A