i miss us...:(

I miss the way he cares when he knows im going out.

I miss the times when he gets mad when i dont reply when im out with my friends.

I miss how much he texts me asking what im doing when im out.

I miss the way he hugs me and how tight it gets when we are together.

I miss the way he kisses my forehead when his holding me tight..:( it shows the purity of his love.

I miss the way he kisses me with no malice.

I miss spending time with him.. just fooling around. doing nothing. just messing around.

I miss the feeling of being with him..:(

I miss the way he smells.. a mix of his perfume and yosi smell. and it smells good actually.

I miss having to hold hands with him. like his never gonna let me go.

I miss the way he fixes my hair back to my ears when its all messed up.

I miss the way he steal kisses from me..the way his lips touches my cheeks. the innocence of it.

I miss the way his body warms me when he cuddles me..

I miss the way his hands are wrap around my waist. i miss the feeling of being there.

I miss the way he fools around when we are together.

I miss the way he covers his eyes when we watch horror movies.

I miss the way he laughs when somethings funny.

I miss his surprises. Knowing he does all that effort to make me happy

I miss the feeling of being surprised. to know he cares that much.

I miss the way it feels to know that he would always be there for me.

I miss the way he texts so much,, showing he cares enough to know what im doing, or where i am.

I miss getting surprise calls from him.. and when i ask why he did. he says just because he misses me. or he just wants to here my voice.

I miss my goodmornings. the way he texts me when he wakes up or when his going out.

I miss being a part of his daily life.. I miss having to know wat happens in his life even though its just the same everyday..:(

I miss having to smile from reading his text messages.

I miss having to know that he wants to do things with me and he wants me to be a part of what his doing.

I miss him more than anything in this world.

I miss the way we do things together.

I miss the way forever feels when i am with him.:(

I just really really miss the idea of "US"..:(

I miss us..:(

*im crying right now...

-A

Back to normal..:)

i dont need any reason to love you :) - boyfriend

*kilig* this is the stat of my boyfriend kanina lang when he went online..:) sbi ng kapatid ko.. kagabi pa daw niya toh stat.. pero di ko nakita ea, until now..:) wala lang..:) sweet.. and just sweet..:) super it made me smile..:D we are kinda back to normal na.. i think, we are..:) well, at least dba..:)

i miss him so much..:( i miss him a little bit more everyday we are apart..:(

hopefully, makahanap ako ng time to be with him by weekend..:( sana tlga...:(

-A

Baby gcng ka na?u

Last saturaday night me and boyfriend had a real big fight!:( as in fight kung fight! its because we were suppose to meet up the next day for church and lunch. But then, the plans changed because me and my couzins went out for an after party and i have to sleep at the hotel for it will be late na when we finish. By then, i know that we wont be able to pursue our plans of going out. By telling him i wont be able to go out with him the next day.. he got mad..:( really mad..:( i dont want to put the details na but he really got mad.. and somehow he said some harsh things.. not that harsh but still..:( words that hurt me..:( i even cried last night talking to geyb for i dont really know wat to do.:( it was hard for me to know that he doesnt understand my situation.

The thing is, my situation with my parents is really hard. PARENTS can be so complicated! and he can't understand that. I dont know why. i think he understands naman but somehow his still asking for more than that. ewan ko ba..:( err.. so i was kinda pissed off last night that i didnt text him today..:|

I was eating lunch at mcdo and having a heart to heart talk with Pawlin San Mateo!! Thanks dear!! i missed our chikka moments!:) and while i was pouring my heart out, very very must i say verrrrrrrrrrry confused and lost on what will i do!! he texted..

"Baby gcng ka na?u"

yun ea! may smiley pa! parang ako!! what the hell.. Just like that!! so i replied!

"Gcng na po. Mcdo na. May clas po aq knina ea.."

yun din! cold much!! kasi naman noh! i wont pretend im okay wen im not!! and so he replied.

"Tapucn na nten to baby ayoko ng ganto e. kung ikaw gusto m ng gnto bhala k."

Maybe this is the one thing ive been waiting for.. nasumuko sya! haha.. One thing or another i expected he'll get tired din of getting mad and all. just waiting for his sorry. and i think etoh na un.. so ayun.. i asked him if his okay na..? kasi 1 thing, sya lang naman ung naggagalit galitan ea!! haha.. so ayun, he said his okay na!! and guess what!! he insisted na sunduin nya ako today! kasi may dala daw siyang kotse!! abah!! gumaganun!! haha..:)) pero i said na till 6 ako.. ayun! nagback out na!! haha.. oh well.. at least he thought of it right?.. haha!!

Wala lang.. Medyo asar lang ako.. almost 1 and a half day kmeng magkaaway.. tapos ganun lang yun?.. Yes, i admit im glad that its over.. pero super emote emote pa ako!! tapos ganun lang!! haha.. eerrr.. this blog was suppose to be very emotional sharing how i feel and how i am so pissed off at him!!! but here goes. wala na.. konting lambing lang, wala na!! errr!!!

Why are girls so Vulenrable!??? arghhhhhhhhhh

-A