losing grip..

I've been waiting for the right time to blog this, but i guess i got fed up today.. i was hesitating to blog because i might just be over reacting and all.. i just have some questions to ask..

-pag ba walang cp or cgnal, hindi tlga kayo guys magtetext?
-bawal ba makitext?
-kht magparamdam lang?

well, for a little background.. his classes started monday., so somehow.. everything changed back the way it used to be.. less text.. i think for the fact na..

nasasanay nnmn xang kasama siguro mga friends niya..

den,, i thought.. that un nga.. maybe i was just over reacting and all.. kaso.. yesterday.. he PMed me at ym.. that his phone was broke.. it got wet because of the gawd damn rain! so okei.. i understand.. he even emphasized that he wouldn't be able to text or call.. so until now.. na-dah! no hi's no hoe's.. even ym or any other way! as in.. NA-DAH! but why?.. if i was in his condition ill find a way.. just to text him.. even for a while or what..:c here we go again.. i think its starting agian.. im starting to slip off and be out of his life again.. and AGAIN im starting to feel that he doesn't need me in his life..:,c