on the right track again..:)

"Nannbgo lang kxe aq...:c d naman tayo dati gnto ea..:c sa txt na nga lng tayo nkkpgusap tapos mwawala pa un..:c wala lang super nammiss lang kta ng sobra..:c"

There.. The words i told him.. The words that made everything come back.. The words that made everything come back on the righ track..:) Honestly, i didn't thought that it would be this easy to fix. I'm always afraid of how I say/deliver my words.. coz he might take it badly and eventually make everything worse.. and i am so glad i found the right words, on the right time,, with a lot of courage to tell him how i really felt. i dont usually do this.. The part where i step forward and tell him how hurt and how i miss him so much.. Its actually not easy.. honestly..

Thiese past few days, ive really been missing him so much.. I really did.. And i thought that everything will be okay if we just see each other even for a while.. But i was proven wrong..:(

He visited me thursday. The funny part was i didn't know he came by.. I was watching Hotel for dogs ata sa sala sa taas.. When our dogs barked!! usually, they behave that way when we have a visitor.. So i was hopping it was him.. but no one came up the stairs.. oh well,, ikaw na ikaw na ang magassume. i didnt get dissapointed or anything kxe ako lang nmn ung umaasa ea.. But then when i was in my brother's room.. getting ready to take a bath! yes. d pa ako naliligo! haha:)) he texted..

"Baby dumaan ako sa inyo. sinabi ni ate jackie?"

so.. ako parang weh?.. d nga?. haha.. wala nmn kase sken sinsabi si ate jackie!.. so yes, dumaan nga daw siya.. akala daw kxe ni ate jackie alam ko.. so nde na niya sinabi.. haha.. so okay.. ayun.. he left daw agad kxe kelangan niya ihatid sila tita sa molina.. pero sbi niya kay ate jakie bblik nlng daw siya..

i didn't expect he would.. kxe nung magkatext kme wala nmn xang nabangit na babalik xa.. and besides biglang hindi nnmn xa nagtext.. so ayun.. i was helping my mom in cutting the hair of boomboom.. Puppy namen. haha.. when paglingon ko.. paakyat sya ng stairs.. so yes he came.:)

Okay naman,, like i said.,, wala kmeng maxadong nagawa kxe si mami andito sa bhy plus si tita and tito dumating! haha.. so there,, we just fooled around, played sa laptop and medyo kulitan..so ayun nga.. he left after 2 or 3 hours.. kxe magjam daw sila sa bhy ng friend niya.. so okay.. at least he came dba..

Pagalis niya,, i texted him.. no reps.. tapos i texted him after about an hour na aalis ako dat night with gstns friends.. no reps paren.. tapos.. bgo ako umalis.. i went online.. den onlne xa.. so pni-em ko xa.. bhy na daw xa. so un nga kung hindi ko pa xa pni-em di pa niya ako kakausapin or kung di pa ako nagonline di ko pa mllmn na bhy na nga xa..

So my point is,, nagkita nga kme.. pero just right after he left parang wala lang nangyari.. kasi d na rin nmn xa masyado nagttxt..

so un lang nmn ung issue ko.. ung texting.. naiintindihan ko nmn na d constant un ea.. pero to the point na wala na... hai.. okay lang sna kung lague kme nagkikita ea.. kaso hindi as in..:(

Oh wel,, at least, wer working things out na... :) so far, everythings good..:) nakikita ko nmn na he's trying to make things work out.:) and im really happy with it..:)

Like, it shows he cares now..:) i feel it..:)

-A