i wanna go back..:(

“Love. It is the hardest habit to break and the craving most difficult to satisfy.”

Ironic right?.. but it is the truth.. why do we stay when you yourself can see that there is no hope left for the both of you.. is it because of that little iiiiinsyyy bitsyyy thing left that still wishes that everything will just be alright again..

Geyb: iniisip mo lagi iisipin niya eh.. bakit wala ka ba pakiramdam? can't you express yours for a change?

Then i cried..:( it is a reality that i have to face.. and if you ask me why?... i dont know really.. or just maybe.. just maybe.. i dont want to blow that little hope that maybe a part of him still wants to make this relationship work..:( and i dont want to be the reason for blowing up that little chance.:(

Sometimes, i find myself strong.. feeling that i would be just fine on my own.. "single".. no worries about any other people.. just worrying about me and me and me..

but then.. sometimes i wonder how could this happen to us..:( hoooooooooooooowwww???.. what happpppeneedddddddddddddd??.. everything seemed sooooooooo perfect.. yes, there were flaws and shortcomings,, but everything was compensated and satisfied.. then what happened?.. whhhhyyy is this happening to me?.. to him..? and to us?..

How can that one person who made me truly happy (wipe tears*) just be confused in one moment from the other..?.. Back then, nothing seemed wrong.. like nothing wrong was ever going to happen... and now,, asan na kme..?.. we are two worlds floating away from each there..

i wanna go back..:( i really do...:(