pagod na ako..:(

Goodmorning Bloggers!:) haha..

Today is our 14th monthsary as you all know! and f.y.i. i didn't forget.. i just wanted him to remember it na hindi ko sknya pinapaalala.. and he did nman ea..

This is how my morning went.. he txted me nd he texted me until i woke up.. e: baby kung sabaw!u.. (yan ung 1st text niya).. e: gelpren kong sbaw gcng naaaa..u( yan ung second txt niya).. so okay.. after nung second txt nya mga after 15-30 minutes i replied na.. and un kulitan.. actually sya lang ung nangungulit.. kxe ako.. isang tanong isang sagot lang sknya..:) haha.. parang nagrereact lang ako and all.. and his still bullying me.. nde ko na maxado pinapatulan.. parang NR nlng ako.. tapos he said his onlyn daw.. sbi ko lang "okay.u" haha.. tapos he txted me..

"Ay tae ka happy mantsari! u u porgat!u"

sbi ko i didnt.. and greeted him as well..

The truth is, i was just really hoping he'd remember it on his own.:( hai.. i went online.. and he posted this on my wall "Wala kang kwentang gelpren.. di mo na nga ako dinadalaw, di mo pa naalala monthsary naten..TSK!" (nabinura niya kxe nagalit xa) i just replied with asa.. tapos he commented on my posts and all.. lalo na ung sa perfect match thingy.. kxe nga daw.. we're not destinied(tama b ung word? haha) to be together daw.. tapos he commented na.. pwede pa daw NIYA ako ibreak!! so ayun nga.. wala sinakyan ko nlng pero di ko sya maxado pinapatulan.. and halos mga sagot..cge lang.. okay lang.. mga ganun..

Tapos ung about sa pagdalaw sknya.. his sick and 5 day rest daw kelangan niya.. tapos as all of you know my parents are hir.. and sa malamangan pag nagpaalam ako ang unang itatanong sken nun "gaano na ba kalala skt nun?" eh sipon at ubo lang nmn ata un.. tapos second question: "paano ka pupunta dun at uuwi". ea sa malamangan magcocommute!! sa malamangan nde na rin ako papayagan. .. and i told him nmn.. kung wala lang nmn dito sila mami kht everyday na sa knila ako.. kaso andito ea.. hai.. tapos ipapamukha pa niyang ganun sken.. hai.

tapos etoh.. nagpapatulong sya sken magDL ng Plants Vs. Zombies.. tapos.. bsta nde ata kme nagkainitindihan.

"Abby:ay open mo ung torrent downloader mo..
9:36amPol:tapos wala na nangyayare..anung torrent downloader
9:36amAbby:ung green thingy?.. wala ka ba nun??
9:37amPol:e2 na nga e..naka open na..panu ko malalaman na nag dodownload xa kung wala ako ne2..tss
9:37amAbby..100% na xa?..
9:37amPol..oo nga..kanina ko pa sinasabi e..na STUCK NGA
9:37amAbby:sorryaman..
9:37amPol..dun sa seeding..tss wag na nga..badtrip
9:38amAbby: open mo documents mo.. tapos ung folder na downloadandun un.. nakita mo?
9:39amPol:wag na nga
9:39amAbby:ano ba yan. ewan ko syo. bhla ka.9:40amPol: ok"

ayan!! tapos naglogout ako! kxe nkkbdtrip!! sya na nga ung tinutulungan mo xa pa ung may ganang mabadtrip... err.. and ngaun nagaaway kme sa chat ng facebook!! tae tlga..:( ano patigasan!! pagbalik ko after i ate.. ung stat nya

"cge sby logout!" tingnan natn yang kabastusan mo!!"

ang haba na ng napagusan namen.. and nagmamatigas pa rin sya.. until it came out na.. i said.

."pagod na ako..:(
dont like you that way..:( being the bully person you are.. too much na..:("

hai..:( and etoh rep niya..

"Pol:ano nga ?
ano na? after mo mapagod ano na ?
10:45amAbbywala. ewan ko. bkt? ano bang gusto mong mangyari..?
i just dont like you that way okay.."

waaaaaaaaaaa..:( there i said it..:( ewan ko na kung anong mangyayari..:(

-A

On getting Tired of all the bullying..:(

When do you say enough is enough?..:(

Lately, i've been enduring all the bullying and mean stuff that my boyfriend says to me..:( i know he doesn't really mean it and his just fooling around.. but i dont know maybee its just too much for me..:( I know i can be really pretty nice and all.. i mean really really really nice.. but sometimes i also know when it is enough..:(

The thing is.. its okay lang nmn sken na he teases me and all.. pero grabe iba na ung intensity(may ganun!) ea..:( sobra.. if you read his comments in my facebook.. its like im not his girlfriend.. Yes, i know he can be that rude, and his not that cheezy type of boyrfriend pero grabe.. sunod sunod na!! everyday of my life these past few days!! ganun xa!! HINDI BA NIYA ALAM NA KELANGAN KO RIN NG TENDER LOVING CARE!!:( chos! haha.. pero seriously!! i find myself searching for the person i fell in love with..:( im not asking him to stop teasing me and all.. pero grabe na tlga ung ngaun..:( im just asking for some sweetness..:(

I miss that boyfriend i used to know..:( the one who cares.. the one who takes care of me..:(

My mother has been staying here for quite some time now.. that's why we haven't actually had the so said "quality-time" together.. sbi nga ni tiff.. "i miss the "US" time.."..:( true enough..:( he understands namn ea.. pero un nga.. this is whats happens. he becomes really really bully..!! as in super!! example:

a: im home na..u
e: di ko naman tinatanong!!!!:)

e: i dont caaare!!!:)(kulang nlang sabhin niya yan!! haha)

bsta!! so lately, di ko na xa tintxt about wts happening with me.. bhala xang magtanong or magtxt!! actually im getting tired of texting him na tuwang tuwa pa ako na ibalita ung mga ganito at ganyan.. tapos ung mga matatangap ko lang reply ay ganun. must i say.. NAKAKAWALANG GANA! seryoso!! lalo na ngaun na im super busy with school stuff..:( super wala na akong pahinga.. tapos when i have the time naman to txt him.. ganun xa.. so i'd rather not piss myself nlng noh!! thanks ha!!

Sa totoo lang.. minsan na kakahurt na ea..:( kaso i dont have the heart to tell him.. kxe for me parang ang babaw..:( kanina nga.. super pagod ako tapos super ganun pa xa.. napaisip ako ng quote at ito un:

"Wag mong hintayin na hanapin ko sa iba ang alam mo namang kaya mong maging!"

oh deeba?.. getz niyo ba?.. sna oo!! haha.. gosh!! i soo missed blogging!:) haha.. it feels so good to release this feeling!!:) for me, for now,, bhla xa.. napapagod din ako noh..:( try mo magtxt sa taong pinakmamahal mo tapos gaganunin ka..:( hai.. maybe effect lang toh ng walang quality time bonding thingy.. pero hai.. nakkaburat lang kxe..:(

Monthsary namen tomorrow..:) 14th..:) pero i've forgotten it and kanina ko lang naalala ulet.. oh well.. we don't celebrate our monthsaries naman ea..

ay one more thing,, parang nawawalan na ako ng gana with OUR relationship.. hindi ko alam kung bkt.. siguro kxe.. the fact na nagkakaganito kme.. actually ako.. and hello!! nsan ung sensitivity nyaa!!

"HINDI BA NIYA AKO NAMIMISS?..:("

seriously im really getting tired..:(

-A

i hate this part...:(

It all started when he asked me to share him a load.. kxe nakalimuan niya mag unli!! haha.. here's how the conversation went..(as fas as i remember it..)

E: Thanks beybeh!
A: haha! you are 1 big spoiled bully boyfriend!! (totoo naman ea!! hmp!)
E: Kya mo nga ako laabs dba?..
A: Bkt nga ba kita sinagot!! Remind me agen why??!! haha
E: Abah Binabaligtad!! ako kya sumgot syo..!! out of the blue nagtanong ka na anu na ba tlga tayo..(or somethinglike that yung rep niya!! yeah! its true, i was the one who asked him!! haha)
A: haha!! Why did i ever did dat!! why did i ever sked dat question!! gusto mo bawiin ko!!???
E: waaaag muna!! tinatamad pa ako maghanap ng bago ea!!
A: Ha!? Sapak want moo!!!

Errrr!!!.. i know lakas trip lang niya!! pero not funny ea!:( nakaasar!! and one thing i dont like it when he calls me bano!! i know his just being bully and makulet!! pero ewan lately ive been really pissed when he fools around like i dont have feelings and all!!..:( err.. wala lang..:( i just dont like it, its like his pushing me away..:( feel ko dadating ng time na mapipikon ako sknya..:( hai.. sya nga pag inaasar ko minsan napipikon ea,, may karapatan din nmn ako mapikon dba..?..:( errrrrr baka PMS lang toh..:( grrr.. nakakainis tlga..

Why does he have to be like that, one thing his sweet and all,, super cheesy moments but then one thing his not! his bully with no boundaries, his super kulet!! his just ever bully!! and i just dont like it!! i hate it when he does that!! sometimes kxe sobra na!! ang sarap na niyang sagutin at abarahin!! tae badtrip tlga!!! errrr!!!

-A