What's happening to us?..

With every fight.. with every misunderstanding..

.... you're starting to lose me..:(

i know in a relationship, having a fight is normal.. but this time.. why does it feel that its not..? we're starting to fight about the simplest things in our relationship. i'm feeling that his patience with me is getting shorter as the days go by. He gets irritated more often about things i do. and the moment he confronts me about. He's mad already, as in super mad. What happened to our everyday love happy endings..? i don't feel that way anymore. i'm losing it again.. after our fight, i rushed into my cr and cried.. thinking if it's still really worth it.. is it?.. i'm feeling detached of what we had and what we have right now.. i know i love him i do.. but my feelings are starting to get crushed day by day when we fight..:( why is that?.. sometimes i think that maybe he's starting to care less about what i feel, but i also know that he can't be that heartless.. He has a heart,, a good one.. i saw it before and i fell in love with it.. sometimes it comes to me that maybe he's just really somewhat immature that he can't see the sense behind my part.. i'm really lost..

My friend told me.. "kung di mo na tlga kaya.. wag mo na ipilit.. Magiging okay kyo..tapos after some time.. ganun nnmn.. ndi ka pa ba napapagd?."

i answered.. "i dont know..:( pagod na.. pero okay nanmn kme ulet ea.. ill fight for it.. habang kaya ko pa.. i still think its worth it pa naman ea.. ill fight for it habang alam kong its still worth it.."

Is it still worth it?.. to be just okay with everything?.. maybe this is just a test.. superfriend.. make me strong..:(

errrr.. WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO US?..:(

-A