First PAY!

Sooooooo today is June 15 meaning for those who have work its PAYDAY!:) and yes today is my very first payday! I was excited ever since the weekend for today coz its my very first. But then i found out that the money comes in just about around 7pm. So i wasnt that much excited then and i was expecting that ill be getting just around 2k for we started late last month and the cut off for todays pay was only up to June 5. After going out with babe( we watched super 8, had a facial and got to bring home 2 new stufftoys for our collection) i went straight to the nearest Robinsons Savings Bank at our house. Casimiro was the nearest!!! so i was just trying so i checked the current savings! and my eyes widened when i saw the 4k amount in my ATM! oh yeah! my first pay!:)) so i widrawed it all and oh yeah! hello pizza!:) wala lang share ko lang. super excited ksi first ever pay na pinaghirapan o tlga!:)) haha loves it..:p

Tapos tom 100years ng lasalle! ill be seeing some of my friends! yey! tapos shopping maybe with babe!:) haha yey! excitement and OFF koo..:)

-A

Hello New Chapter of My Life.

Oh hello blog! FINALLY got the time to FINALLY BLOG. So many things have happened and i dont even know where to start. For a first i am now OFFICIALLY EMPLOYED!:) Yes yes i am now officially a CABIN CREW at CEBU PACIFIC, oh yeah! But im getting ahead of my story so here.

I started training last March 28. It was really hard at first cause i got really overwhelmed with the BIG manuals i have to study. I almost gave up really, cried cause i dont know how to start or even how to handle things. It was really hard, i felt so alone. LONER much! I didn't really have that friend in training that i could talk to or that someone whom i could hang out with. Then im not really good in putting on make ups for i dont really put on make up. My supervisor always makes pansin my make up! haha makes pansin!:p But as time passed by it came to me that i could really do it. I started excelling in class and finally got to get used in putting make up and being good at it.Oh yeah! Our training had its ups and downs. Ups: i got to meet new friends (ones that i really got to bond with), experience such as sliding down from the plane, opening and closing doors, crawling along the aisle of the plane, shout out "EMERGENCY BEND DOWN" loud and clear while doing the emergency procedures and having lots of gazillion of other experiences funny and memorable with my co-trainees. Downs: memorizing the BIG manuals from cover to cover, verbatim/word for word, having to go home early in the morning because we had to practice in the aircraft and at times me and my boyfriend even fought about me pursuing this job, but thats a different story. Overall, i think all of the hardwork paid off! I got to do my job and enjoy it plus im excited for my pay day cause this job really pays really really GOOOD! ;) My first flight with a supervisor was last May 15 and 17, i even cried after my first flight on my frist day for i thought i was going to fail my graded flight, but i cried even more when i found out that my supervisors were impressed on the way i worked. I was so relieved when i heard this and i was so happy because i really though i was going to fail. They said i did a good job and its that its as if i was flying for a a long time. oh yeah! That's what they call FLYING WITH FLYING COLORS! hahaha So there last May 20 i graduated as a CABIN CREW at CEBU PACIFIC. After a day off, sunday to wednesday was scheduled for another training for ATR and by May 26, i was employed.

May 26 i was suppose to be a HR or Home Reserve wherein anytime you can be upgraded to a flight or to be and FR or Field Reserve. And yes last May 26, i got upgraded to a 4am flight! Hello work! haha My first productive flight, meaning my first paid flight was to Davao and Iloilo and i was so blessed to be given very nice flying partners from my Co-CC and Pilots. I finished around 12noon and got my commission from the on board sales too. haha Loves flying cause we're paid to fly plus my commission pa kmi everytime we sell something on board!:) oooohhh i sooo cant wait for my pay day! Siguro ung mga first 3 months pay ko madidissolve! hahaha Yesterday din HR ako and i was enjoying watching THE INCREDIBLES on STAR MOVIES when i got a call that im upgraded to FR! oh hello responsibility na tlga!!:) So there, i stayed in the office from 11am to 7pm doing nothing but i was happy cause i really didn't want to be upgraded for a flight. I got to spend time with my batchmates for we were both FR's! And today, im a HR thats why im here doing nothing and panics every time my phone rings cause i dont wanna be upgraded! haha

For my lovelife: Its a so-so for us. Ever since i got to start my training we spend time together as much as we can. Have a movie out or grab something to eat at times, that's why im pretty much updated with all the current movies lately. Of course, we also got into some really big fights. One of it was with the issue of me pursuing this job. Fyi, after 6 months of being a probationary Cabin Crew, i'll be regularized and theeen i can be based in CEBU for a minimum of 6 months.:( That's what we fought about. He really didn't want me to go, i think we almost break up talking about itcause having that possibility of me being away scares him a lot. Of course i also don't want to be away from him but its just a possibility that i might be based there. And this possibility, he doesnt want to face. After some talks, i finally convinced him to let me through the job for i really want this and somehow its been like a dream for me. So there he's been really supportive lately but somehow it cares me a lot when the time comes when i'll be off to be based in Cebu. Im not saying i will be but there's a chance. On the other hand, he's officially unemployed he got hired last friday and he'll be starting training tommorow! im soo proud of him!:) He's been waiting for this opportunity for a long time and finally he got it! Hopefully work doesn't come between us cause i'm sure we'll be both busy in our careers. Of course, if there's a will there's a way. I sooo believe in that.

Ohh one more thing, my car got smashed!:( It was during the holy week that i was spending time with my family and babe in the province that our driver with all his angst smashed my car into a barricade. The front was a total wreck and it cant be driven anymore. So there, up until know i cant talk to him the way i used to because of what happened. The car is still in total wreck for we're waiting for the insurance response. I hope they replace it with a new one, i really hope so.

Well there goes, soo busybusy.. I miss hanging out with my friends and family. I've missed a lot of events already. 2 weddings form both side of the family this May, I'm suppose to be one of the bridesmaid and i ended up not attending. They're all completed and im the only one whose missing. sad.:(

Hopefully soon i can get to spend time with family and friends when i start to get use to going around my schedule. Oh well hello new chapter of my life! Hello responsibility! At least pay day will make me feel better! i wanna buy a new bag (longchamp?) waaaant!! new shirts!!! and i also want a new BLACKBERRY BOLD phone!! oh myyyy!! Can't wait!! haha

-A

I Got Nudged!

Oh hello march! its been a while since i last blogged. And i got nudged by a friend who missed my blogs thats why here i am, blogging. i've been actually planning to blog for a while now but i always seem to forget. I 've actually miss blogging. Anyways, back to the real deal. Somehow February has been a stress month for me somehow from responsibilities to job related stuff. Good news is, i got cleared on my medical at Cebu Pac. The doctor told me to get a treadmill stress exam, after which i passed the results to the doctor at Cebu Pac. He said that he'll clear me but then i have to be extra careful with my back. Hooray i passed! i'll be off to training now, but unfortunately because i passed late my training date got moved. Up until now im still waiting for that one call telling me when my training would be, a friend of mine told me that there's stil no definite date yet for there are still ongoing training. Anyways i cant wait to start and be a FA! i hope ill have fun doing so!:)

On the other hand, of course training would be really hard. Training would be Mondays to Saturdays from 8am-5pm, maximum of 2 absences and 2 lates. Therefore, meaning that if ever i would be starting training i wont be able to absent!! errr whyyyy? ngaung summer pa?..:( My summer actually is somehow booked for parties and vacation trips. For one, my family is planning on going to BOHOL! i have'nt been there!! I told mom that maybe we can move the date for Bohol but dad said, "Hindii ganyan tlga, pag may trabaho. Kasama na un minsan may mga mamimiss kang events." and i was like :| nooo!:( My cousin is also gonna celebrate her 18th bday on the 30th of april, afterwards they're going to PUERTO GALERA, which hindi pa rin ako nakkapunta. another :| for me. Then on May, there will be two weddings that i have to attend to and be a bridesmaid for both week after each. Then they will be going straight to baguio.:( OH MY! i hope i can still go to these events. i really hope so. But if all else fails, i told myself that even if i dont get to go there with them, ill find my way to going to those places again on my own terms!:)

To job? or not to job? that is the question! is that even the right term? haha:)) anyways, there goes my career updates for now. I really want to start working so ill experience it and of course the most important part of it, EARN MONEY! so i can go shopping! shopping! hahah lalalala!:p i hope i start na, so it'll be over na rin agad.:)

For my lovelife, February has been really tough. I've found out my moms feelings on me and my boyfriend. It was really hard taking it all in for we are happy as we are but then, of course, family is family so i just cant ignore that. It came to me that my parents would actually want to mingle more and see my boyfriend more often. But he's really shy and not that mingling type of person that our family has been used to. So i talked to him about it and he said that its noted. From then on, i saw his efforts naman of reaching out to my parents, especially my mom. Of course it wouldn't be that easy for they have their own differences but i know that little by little my mom would eventually get used to US, as long as we both( me and him) prove to them that we really can do it together.

For me, myself and i. I finally got a CAR! weee its my dad's actual GRAD GIFT for me, besides the 4th gen ipod touch!:) hooray! My dad's been planning this for a while now, but he just cant seem to find the will to buy me for i wasn't really interested on having my own car. Cause for me whatever his decision will be is fine by me. And this March 08 my dad brought home a second hand, 2009 TOYOTA YARIS! :) eventhough its just secondhand, it feels and smells like its brand new!! looove it!:) and these past few weeks, ive been trying to learn to drive. Practicing and trying to get used to it. paonte onte lang para pwede na! haha wee Im really excited to finally be able to drive sa highway, i tried na. pero its really kinda hard tlga..:p

Last March 5, me and babe together with my family went to MOA to watch Pyrolympics sadly me and babe wasn't able to watch for we were so stuck in traffic and busy looking for a parking space. So the next week we planned to go again for the last episode of the pyrolympics. But then Japan happened.:( sad for them. My mom got scared that she didnt want me to go but then eventually she said yes. Tita didn't reply to babe that's why he wasnt able to go. I was just me, my cousins and shei. There's something about fireworks that really gets me. I just love it! I reallly reall love fireworks. It feels magical at some point and the feeling where everything stops and making it just perfect. Here's a shot i took from my touch and its been my home screen for it since then.

hmm what else can i say! oohh!! Me and babe have been talking about our grad gifts to each other lately. He wants a zooyork shoes and im still deciding whether to get a bag or a hopefully red swatch watch or just a plain swatch watch! Babe's really been thinking of what kind of bag would he be giving me and last night it came to me how long have ive been watching a swatch watch specifically a red one. So there, the next time we go to the malls, we'll be canvasing our grad gift to each other!:) weee

Well that's all for now i guess. Thanks you, "you know who you are" for giving me a nudge to blog again. I really missed it! Thanks dear!:)

-A

Got Hold Off.

Today i passed my requirements to Cebu Pacific. My requirements were complete but i got hold off because my medical results were still not delivered. I found out this morning from my fellow cabin crew applicants that you can see the medical resutls online. When i got home, i viewed my results. That's when i found out that my xray results showed that i have "MILD THORACIC DEXTROSCOLIOSIS". By the word scoliosis, i got scared, really scared for me, and for my application to Cebu Pacific. I researched online and found out that its a minor scoliosis problem wherein one shoulder is lower than the other. That's why i have those kind o f pictures and back pain! :( And now, i am worried that my application to Cebu Pacific would go down the drain because of this. Sad. I still have to wait though of my final medical appointment with the company doctor. I hope they let me through, somehow it grew in me that i really want to pursue this job. All i need to do now is wait.:|

-A

Itsabbysthefaithfullyinlove.tumblr.com

Btw, i made a new tumblr account. I realized i only have blogspot and twitter to pour out all my feelings into it. Blogspot, takes a lot of effort to writing and stuff, Twitter is just for my rants and yeah i do have a Tumblr account but its all just reblogs and my original posts always gets drowned in all the things i reblog. So that's when i decided to make a new one. I never wanted to drop my identifier "Faithfullyinlove." i've been attached to that ever since i thought of it. So, i named my new tumblr account Itsabbysthefaithfullyinlove. I'll be posting photoblogs here. Easy way to do it! Photo + caption + feelings are the things it all needs, ohhh + wifi connection so i can do it straight from my touchy! :) Don't worry i wont be turning my back on blogspot for its where my heart really is, i just hope i find the "kasipagan" to write. hihihihi So that's it i just wanna share my new tumblr account, where all posts would be about me and MY life!:)

-A

I had a dream

I woke up today with tears on my eyes. Why? I had a dream, and its not a good one. It seemed so real that why i woke up crying. My dream went on like this..

We were in a house, we were talking to a friend, Jeri, and she was inviting me and boyfriend to a party somewhere. So i said yes, and i think i really wanted to go, but then boyfriend interrupted and said "Wag na yan, wag ka na sumama. Ano gagawin mo dun? Makakagulo ka lang skn.... JOKE" something like that. He said joke, or was he laughing in the end, teasing me but he was serious about it. I think he just laughed so that i wont be ashamed from our guest. After that, i ignored him and just walked out of the room. I was about to cry when 2 of our friends came in the room, Theo and Minseun, and they said that Babe wanted to talk to me. I went out and we sat on the couch and he talked to me. He said that something like im too pushy on wanting to do things, that ang kapal ng mukha ko.. im really soft when this kind of things happen to me, even in real life. As you know i'm a cry baby. So i cried. I cried really hard, but after like a minute of crying he comforted me naman, saying sorry and i think he hugged me pa. When i was crying in my dream, i kept on thinking that i was gonna blog on what i feel about it. Then i woke up, crying.

It seemed so real. Really real. My dream brought up issues like his bullying me and the thing with him and his friends. Well his bullying, sometimes im still not used to it, his been like that ever since. Sometimes he's really so sweet, but there's also a period when he starts to become so bully and somehow it lasts for a while, but eventually goes back to his sweet side. Well, i guess thats him, i hope he stays on his sweet side much more often..:D hihihi hmm.. well, for his friends. Its not that he prioritizes his friends over me, but sometimes when he's with them, i think he forgets about me. I think. Sometimes, he's so hard to reach and i settle on not making kulit him when he's out with his friends.

Wala lang, for now i guess i miss spending time with him. Yes, we've been seeing each other for couple of hours in a day, but i feel like there's something missing. don't get me wrong, i always have a great time with him but there's this after feeling that something was not there. i dont know what it is. I guess i miss spending quality US time, when its just me and him and us, and where nothing else matters. Well the year's just starting, as i have said, and a lot of things have changed for us or will start to change. I know we'll get through it together. Mark my words, WE WILL. :)

-A

A Valentines Date 2011

Vdate with babe @ Pancake House BF! It was just a typical date date for us, except for the flowers of course. We met up at Toyota, then went to Pancake House for Dinner. He got the Hamburger steak special thingy, and i got the Salisbury steak special, before started eating we really wanted to have desserts but decided to order afterwards so that we would be able to pick from all the delicious food. After eating, we were so full that we said enough of the food please. haha! And the funny part was when he was about to pay the bill, the waiter said that there was a free Valentines Card. We kept on laughing afterwards about it, and i even teased him, that if he wanted to give me a valentines card he shouldnt have made the waiter do it!:P hahaha!! Then we went to ruins and to buy some dvds and then thats when we decided to go home. He had headaches before our date, but still he decided that we push through with our date. I had fun again tonight and it feels good that ur not alone for valentines day!:) o2.14.11

-A

Positivity.

Whenever i have a problem i always try to look onto its positive side. I think thats why i dont get mad as much as any other person does, but one thing, i easily feel down or sad. Well tomorrow is my Graduation! yey finally after how many years ill be making my parents proud! The funny thing is, my dad was even the first one to invite his guests for my grad party when i haven't even invited mine. I think he's really proud to finally have me grauduating. Anyways, he(boyfriend) wont be there tomorrow for my graduation, and i am so much jealous with my friend because her boyfriend would be there once our graduation is finished. I don't wanna be sad anymore. I just want to savor the moment that im finally graduating. Babawi nalang kami ni beb pag balik nya! I SHALL DEMAND OF THIS! AND I SHALL MAKE IT HAPPEN! He owes me that much!:)

Positivity! lets all be happy!:) soo excited for tomorrow!:)

-A

Ang Sad Ko.

Ang sad ko. Ang sad sad sad ko tlga.

As all of you know im having my grad/bday party this sunday. Actually kaya sya sunday is because yun lang ung chance na makakapunta si beb on my party. And its the only way that he can be a part of one of the most important part of my life. And maybe i was wrong to expect too much na makakapunta siya when i know theres a chance that he cant really come, ksi nga nasa palawan sya starting tom till sunday. And i found out kanina lang na gabi pa ung dating nila..:( ayoko naman ipilit pa sknya na dumaan sya sa bhy kasi malamng he's tired from his trip. And i guess im starting to get tired na pilitin maging parte pa sya ng grad ko. Kasi parang super pinipilit ko na maging part sya pero kht anong gawin ko hindi tlga ea.

And another thing, kaya lalo ako nasasad is its because im feeling distant. Ngaun pa na lelessen ung mga text nya when im expecting, actually hoping na mas lambingin nya ako ksi nga super nasasad ako. Nafefeel ko pa na parang he's not making up for it. Parang wala lang sknya. It really is important to me, ayoko lang super ipakita sknya na nasasad ako ksi bka isipin nya nagiinarte ako.:( alam ko naman na its out of his control and i understand because its his family thing.

Err im crying..:,( i want to be okay about it pero nalulungkot tlga ako. Hindi ko mapigilan umiyak.:( i tried telling him about my feelings. Ksi bka sbhin nya ganito pla nararamdaman ko pero hindi ko snsbi sknya. He called when he received my text, he asked why and i said wala lang. Namimiss lang kita..:( tapos parang ngalit pa sya ksi nagising ko siya sa text ko e early pa sya tom. And he put down the phone without even saying i love you.:(

Hai.. Am i over reacting? Overthinking? Expecting too much? I dont know.

-A

Oh my february 1!

Today has been really a uhm.. Great? Not really day! Haha super malas!
1st misfortunate event of the day: i just found out na hindi pa kami cleared sa chem lab! Oh shit tlga! Super BV! So we went all the way to chem lab and then back to accounting to fix the problem. Stressful!

2nd misfortunate event of the day: when i got back to the condo, the sink was still not fixed. Errr i went to the admin and reported it. Luckily i found time to sleep while they were fixing it.

3rd misfortunate event of the day: boyfriend.:( freaking globe's making me sad. I have been texting him eversince lunchtime till late afternoon and ive gotten no replies from him. Err but then he called, he said he cant send messages. Hmp. Hate it but i understand.

4th misfortunate event of the day: while waiting for our driver i decided to go down to rob to look for a grad dress. We went to Maldita and i saw this black dress. It was a little bit formal and looks great for a grad dress. The best part of it is that if shows my curves! Ahaha oh yes i have curves! :) So i decided to buy it, but before paying i saw the sale shirts! sooo i took the ones i liked! and my oh my when i was paying, oooh my! My credit card was EXPIRED na daw! ay grabee tlga! nakakahiyaa!!:( buti nalang mababait sila ate! i had cash but it was not enough! I really wanted to buy, kht yung dress lang! pero the dress was 1399 and my cash was only 1300! super bv! haha.. So sbi ko babalikan ko nlng ung shirts ung shirts on thursday but the dress im not sure na. i went to karimadon and kept looking for a black dress that will cost less than 1300! haha... and thank GOD i saw one! its really nice! love it!:)

and for the record our cars' plate number was gotten by the POLICE! so much! for smoke belching daw! haha.. super malas day!:| buti nlng hindi ako bv! staying positive today! its the 1st day of the month and i wouldnt want to be so nega about it. anyways, Grad practice tom!:) yey!:) its our time to shine! haha:))

-A

Bloging from my itouch

Ooohh im trying this app for my iphone, and if this posts then it works! Haha yey! Im looking for a blog app wherein i can write offline then post it later on. Coz it really takes a lot of effort for me to open and login through my laptop. So i hope this works, so that whenever i want to blog i can do it quickly right here and just post it when theres access to net. Well i hope this works!

-A

Goodbye January and Hello February!

Hello February!! Today's the first day of the month, the LOVE month to be exact. Somehow i'm a little bit excited for this month, i think its really going to be interesting. But before anything else i would like to write about my January.

January.

It was really an interesting month! The highlights of it all was when he visited me in Marinduque, my birthday(which i really didnt celebrate much), my tita and tito's 25th anniversary wedding, my new ipod touch and the day He came to surprise me.

Visit.

I've already blogged about this one and i still am happy about it. Having to have someone like him who's willing to go the distance just for me. :) o1.o6-o9

Birthday.

Overall, i guess my birthday for this year was really sad. :( I didn't have a party or went out with my friends or such, i stayed home with my family and helped in preparing for my Tita's wedding. And i think the worst part of it all is that he wasnt with me. I guess its true, the saying that even though your in a room full of happy people, but when the one you wanted the most isn't there it feels just empty as it is. And that's how i felt. I was grateful that i was surrounded with my lovely family but it's just ain't complete without him.:( I even cried before my birthday for he was saying sorry that he cant be with me. I know i know, i understand he can make up for it any other day and just make it special, even more special but somehow its just different when he's exactly there with me on the day of my birthday.:( oh well, we just really can't have it all. o1.22

Tita and Tito's 25th Wedding Anniversary.

I just looooove weddings! It reminds me that fairytale's do happen in real life. That love can conquer all. Especially weddings like this, 25th anniversary, 50th anniversary, its a reminder that even though years have passed relationships can still work out. It's really all about choosing to stay together against all odds. I remember the priests' opening remarks saying.

"Tinanong ko si Myrna kung anong nararamadaman niya, sabi niya kinakabahan daw siya, parang first time daw ulit. Ganun naman tlga, lagi natin tinatanong sa mga sarili natin kami pa kaya? tayo pa kaya in 25 years? in 50 years kaya?"

Boom beybeh! soo true, that would always be the question and i think the only answer to that is "ONLY IF YOU CHOOSE TO." I wanted him to be there, so that he can spend time with my family in this wonderful occasion, but he was still in baguio. sadsad.:( anyways, we were so pretty that day! i soo love the way i did my make up!:) o1.24

Ipod Touch.

My birthday came and my grad will be soon so i was thinking of something that i would ask from my parents. I wanted to ask for money, but i thought that if i do, they might not give me money na because they'll say may pera na ako. The next thing i thought off was, a new digicam! But then i remember mom has an extra so sayang naman.:) uhmm.. sunod CAR!:) haha.. pero dad told me na bibili nya daw tlga ako, pero pag daw my work na ako, kasi baka daw hindi ko naman magamit. haha Tapos IPOD TOUCH! haha.. at first my mom said okay, but then as time passes by, it seems like she's not paying full attention everytime i try to remind her about the Ipod. But at the end of the day! Mom bought me one!:) yey I now have 32gb IPOD TOUCH 4G!

Surprise.

Everytime i remember this day, it always leaves a smile on my face.:) I woke up really early that day because i have to get my brothers' card at southville. And then we decided to meet up later that afternoon to find a grad dress. I said that we meet up around 3 or 4pm. I felt sleepy so i slept, then he texted that we should meet up around 4pm so much better coz i still have time to sleep. Do you know the feeling when you wake up a little just to change position, that's what happened to me. I was turning and when i opened my eyes his face was moving forward to my face. And I HAD THE BEST REACTION!! too bad he didn't caught it in video!:))) I almost screamed! wait, i think i did! kulang nalang tumakbo akooo! haha! its as if i saw a ghost running after me! oh my! super benta tlga reaction ko that day! Super funneh tlga! O.O Well, thats it. then we went Window shopping in hoping to find a grad dress, but then along the way i lost the bracelet he gave me for christmas.:( i think it fell off my arm when i was trying on some dresses.:( oh well,, he didnt get mad but i really felt bad and sad about it. He said papaltan naman daw nya ng bago!:) yey!!! looove it! can't wait! and i really promise na hindiii ko na iwawalaaaa..:) o1.28

Goodbye January! and Hello february! Things to look forward to this month:

1. Grad Practice!

2. Graduation!

3. Party.

4. Our 33rd monthsary!

5. MUST FIND A JOB! =)

6. MORE DATE with Babe!

7. My guesting as a speaker! waaah(scary!)

8. Panagbengga Festival in Baguio

and ooohh.. 9. valentines day!:) hihihihi That's all for now!:)

-A

Goodbye my 2010 and Hello 2011.

Goodbye my 2010 and Hello 2011.

2010.

I can say that my 2010 has been one of the best years in my life. I started 2010 by taking chances. I took a chance on my boyfriend again, by being his girlfriend. I followed my heart and it didn't fail me. I'll admit it was not a perfect year but it was something really extraordinary. There were times that we fought hard and it also came to a point when i really really wanted to end things with us. But he proved and showed me that when he came back, he came back for good. And that he wanted this relationship to work sharing our own differences. I can say that he bounced up really high and took my heart. HE ACTUALLY SWEPT ME OFF MY FEET AGAIN. Every time he tries to make it up to me, he sweeps me off my feet and makes me happy like i never had before. He leaves me this feeling of happiness, contentment and security of his love. As i have said before, we have a BIPOLAR LOVE. From a fight gone wrong to a very very happy date. Truly OUR 2010 will be one of the best years of our love because it left me pure bliss and happiness.

2011.

We started our 2011 with such wonderful memories. I wasn't able to get back to manila with my brother so he came after me. He went to Marinduque! After i think 2 years he came back to our province. We really didn't do a lot of activities, we just hang around with the company of each other making every moment count. We fooled around, cuddled when we got the chance. My mom was always out there watching over us, so we tried our best to behave and keep some distance from each other. She's really conservative and warns me once in a while when we start to become too close or sweet. But besides having my mom around bugging me once in a while for my actions, it didn't stop us from having fun and enjoy the fact that we are together. I can say that him coming to our province means a lot to me. And the highlight of it all..

We spent our 32nd monthsary together.:)

Im hoping that 2011 would be as good as our 2010 and hopefully even better. 2011 is really a start for me. Im graduating this February meaning no more school and that i need to find a work. haha Well 2011 surprise me of what you have in stored for me. I will be waiting!

*Here are some pictures of us when he visited MARINDUQUE. Jan 6-9, 2011!

-A