:(

I tried. I was there. But i failed.:(

"Baby i want you back.:c"

That was his text last thursday. Honestly?.. it was all ive been waiting for..:( but then again he failed me..:( he is still not sure if he really really really wants me back. he said he is still thinking about it blahblah..!! Im angry! im mad! im sick! im mad! im frustrated! im confused! im scared! im lost!

I know he loves me. I know he does! but until when will he figure out that he really wants to come back or let go! He is hurting me!! No matter how much i love him and want him back. The pain is too much. hindi ko na tlga kaya.. ang sktskt na..:(( i want to move on,, and i was moving on.. but everytime im there.. he comes back giving me and showing me hope that he wants me back. pero hindi pa rin pla sya sure!! wat the hell!! NAKAKAGAGO na seryoso!!

I guess, he knows na andito pa rin ako for him.. ayoko na.. how can i move on?. how?. please tell me.. d ko kya..:( nahihirapan na ako..:( i try not be.. but i know in my heart dat i still want to be there for him. but the pain is too much..:( i cant take it anymore..:(

he's breaking my heart to pieces..:( ive tried my very will to be happy.:( to go away.. to move away.:( but he keeps pulling me back.:( i know i can move on by myself.. kya ko syang i ignore..:( im sorry for being weak..:( im sorry for getting hurt again.:( im sorry im not strong enough..:( but it hurts soooo much..:( ang skt skt na tlga..:(

-A